Posts Tagged ‘feelings’
Psychological breakthrough.
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: March 9, 2012
I think this is the nicer mental-health-services term for “immense psychological collapse”. Whichever it is, I feel like I’m going through one of them. The dissociative-type thing has come back in full force. I’m losing large chunks of the day with no recognizable trigger for it. I’ve been trying to employ the usual defences that are suggested by [...]
To the darkness.
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: May 9, 2011
So I know this blog is primarily about personality disorder & my experiences of it – this could well be related to it but the following post will mainly have triggers for eating disorders &… I don’t know what. It’s just not very nice things being talked about. At the moment, I am having real [...]
A change of topic: Careers?
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: December 21, 2010
A bit of a change from the BPD/CMHT ranting. On the menu today is careers: deciding on one, deciding on one that will please everyone else in your life & the most useless reason for suicidal ideation ever.. So it’s a somewhat well known fact that some with BPD (mentioned BPD!! damnit) have difficulty with their [...]
A medley of topics.
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: July 20, 2010
A friend from the psychiatric hospital I was in called me earlier – it was so weird to hear somebody say the name of the hospital and ward. They’re doing okay and going to be discharged soon. Some of them have been in there two years or more. I guess I got off lucky, being [...]
I could really use a wish right now.
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: July 14, 2010
Listening to emotional classical music makes me think, so feel free to ignore what follows. (For people who really are that interested, I’m listening to Crystallized Beauty by Philip Sheppard.) First, I’d like to pose some questions. How would you feel if…. the person who was really nice to you, who you really got on [...]
Mood swings.
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: April 9, 2010
My self-esteem has been really low lately. I saw some friends earlier and was convinced that they didn’t like me anymore, they thought I was stupid and didn’t want to be friends, etc. Although admittedly, today hasn’t been good overall. “Bad thinking” was… well, bad. Then I went to the library late this afternoon and [...]
Shiny Awards
