Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: July 26, 2010
Very tiny hands and fingers, sticky from being in little mouths (and hopefully not somewhere else). Big eyes and huge mops of floppy hair. Little cherub faces, with a mouth that opens but may never speak. Their hands may never write much more than their name. Some cannot see, cannot hear. For some of them, [...]
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: May 19, 2010
My feelings are like the jar of water you wash your paintbrushes in. Murky and cloudy and kind of sickening to look at and imagine taking in. I ended up ringing the crisis team Monday night anyway, after running out of the house and in the direction of the train station (and incidentally, a bridge and a [...]
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: March 25, 2010
I don’t really have much to say. Saw the family support worker today and talked about money and care plans and work experience (she *thinks* she saw something about work placements with CAMHS for young people. Please please let her be right!) and stoof. Was meant to be going out tonight, but the weight gain has been [...]
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: March 22, 2010
CAMHS went okay, even they’re surprised at me getting my diagnosis through the post and they were proud of me for standing up for myself at my review. The Dr saw the BPD diagnosis written on my report and was just like, “Oh. Blimey.” I was almost in hysterics when I came out, when it [...]