Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: July 20, 2010
A friend from the psychiatric hospital I was in called me earlier – it was so weird to hear somebody say the name of the hospital and ward. They’re doing okay and going to be discharged soon. Some of them have been in there two years or more. I guess I got off lucky, being [...]
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: June 12, 2010
Why is it that the skinny, bitchy girl gets all the friends and all the boys talking to her? Is it because she’s thin and pretty? Are people really that shallow? It’s not even that I want any attention from boys. Well. It would be nice to get more than a grunt or two words, sure. But [...]
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: May 19, 2010
My feelings are like the jar of water you wash your paintbrushes in. Murky and cloudy and kind of sickening to look at and imagine taking in. I ended up ringing the crisis team Monday night anyway, after running out of the house and in the direction of the train station (and incidentally, a bridge and a [...]
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: May 17, 2010
(and no, this is not a reference to my virginity..) As my past… two… three… posts have described, I’m really struggling at the moment. So today I tried to do the responsible thing and phone my psychiatrist first thing. I’ve left four messages with the receptionist now, everytime saying that they’ll get her to ring [...]
Posted by: outwardlyintrovert on: March 25, 2010
I don’t really have much to say. Saw the family support worker today and talked about money and care plans and work experience (she *thinks* she saw something about work placements with CAMHS for young people. Please please let her be right!) and stoof. Was meant to be going out tonight, but the weight gain has been [...]