Living life on the borderline

I’m discharged!

Posted on: March 24, 2010

Wow. I have to, like, get up and washed and dressed and fed and function like a normal human being. Of my own accord.

This feels really strange.

Now all I need to do is keep myself out of hospital in the future, hold down college and a job (JOB! Knew there was something I was forgetting…) and stay sane. Easier said than done. I swear I can feel the shift in my mind from reasonably stable to unreasonable and unstable at times.

I’m not allowed to self harm to stay sane either. *word-vomits expletives*. I’m two months free of self harm and now I suddenly really want to. Damnit. Damnit. Damn damn damn.

I’ve run out of things to say, actually, so I might update later.


1 Response to "I’m discharged!"

Good news about being discharged 🙂 Take it easy and be very very kind to yourself xx

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I'm an 18 year old girl/woman/person of the female gender who blogs about growing up, living with mental health problems and her experience with the NHS mental health services, both CAMHS and CMHTs. Expect plenty of teenage angst and general craziness. Nothing out of the ordinary here.

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