Living life on the borderline

I am pretty tired.

Posted on: January 7, 2011

At the risk of sounding overdramatic & attention-seeking, I had to have an ambulance called out again tonight. The problem settles down & I chose to stay at home & see my GP as soon as possible. But, sigh. I’ve just (semi) got over having to go to A+E for my mental health issues, like feeling suicidal & attempting suicide. Now a physical problem most likely caused by my ED is having me ricochet in & out of hospital. I don’t like it. I’m tired of hospitals & being ill & admittedly yes, it is self induced but… is it really? I find it hard to grasp the concept of what I do to myself as an eating disorder & therefore an actual issue. I’ve been diagnosed & there is talk of being refered to specialist eating disorder services/unit but it’s how I cope. It will be strange to let go of, but I guess it must be done because it is affecting me quite worryingly now.


As you can see, I’ve avoided talking about it here because… I don’t really know how to talk about it. I feel sleepy, so I may sleep.


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I'm an 18 year old girl/woman/person of the female gender who blogs about growing up, living with mental health problems and her experience with the NHS mental health services, both CAMHS and CMHTs. Expect plenty of teenage angst and general craziness. Nothing out of the ordinary here.

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